The Korean Beatle
It’s not a super bug, but a super BABY!! This is too adorable for words.
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Not Again!
Insomnia strikes again. Curses!
Update @ 5:25 am: I can hear birds chirping again. Maybe an owl. Are there owls in Brooklyn?? How ironic. The night owl is hearing owls in the early morning. Whatever.
Point is, I’m still fucking awake. I have shit to do tomorrow damnit! Or I guess that’s today.
Sharing is caring
So in an attempt to keep shooting (photos) and getting it all out there and sharing more of myself, here’s link to my Flickr pages. Comments & critiques are welcome.
The next day
I finally went to sleep at about 6am and woke up around 1pm today. Damnit. Another wasted day. Well, it’s raining out so I probably wouldn’t be in the mood to head out anyway.
But when I woke up this morning, I had a moment of clarity through my haze. When I was writing last night, it was the most honest and truthful I had ever been in a public forum. While I know that no one actually reads this blog, knowing that anyone could always had me in self-censor mode. But last night felt good (the writing part, not the up til 6am part). So maybe I’ll try it again soon.
It’s not working
Seriously, this shit is bugging me out. And I’ll tell you what happens when I don’t get enough sleep…I enter into waking delirium. Yeah, that’s not a real medical term, it’s just how I feel. I’m light headed and mad tired but I’m also extremely anxious and fidgety. More than usual. And you, if you know me, that’s bad.
I already have problems sitting still so the problem is worsened when I’m lacking sleep. I’ve had a problems with sleeping pills in the past so I steer clear of those. But I do use melatonin pills occasionally to help me out when shit gets bad. But those aren’t working tonight either.